so i had a bad day

Court was today.

All those lovely domestic cluster fucks that happen when people who used to be a family decide the other sucks so badly that they don't wanna be a family anymore. YAY

GI Joe filed papers to be "an intervenor" in the petition that le X filed against my 12 year old son. Joe thought that since he was "bio" dad that should mean he gets to say, "Hey, no one ever asked me if I'd sign away my rights to our son." Well, when le X found this out, he was kickin' rocks to his lawyer in an effort to block it. Today's little adventure in Law101 was dealing with this issue.

To say it was horrible would be the understatement of the century. It was far worse than anything I could have ever imagined. And the entire time I sat across from my pussy of a man ex husband, imagining all the things I could do to him with sharp objects.

They threw up everything I had ever done in my entire life. Except asking about those Buster Browns I wore on the first day of Kindergarten. Holy butt crack, Batman! I'm a god damn addict!! Who the fuck knew that shit and why didn't they tell me???

But what they did to Joe went far beyond the pale and was painful to listen to.

No one EVER said that le pussy X needed to be out of my son's life. NEVER. No one ever intimated that idea in the slightest. Everything was going friendly and the way it should have been handled until le pussy boy decided that he would stir up the shit pot. Fuck you pussy boy. I hope you still read this. I also hope you die.
Painfully. Slowly. And all alone. Because that is what you deserve.

Now my 12 year old son gets brought into court. Now he has his own private lawyer because of le pussy telling lies about me. Then le pussy goes and tells lies to have Joe arrested on harassment charges. See, here in the great state of Alabama, you can go and say whatever you want to, and without any investigation, they will come and arrest you. Yeah. Another great shining example of dumb fucks in the state of Alabama.

In case you can't tell, I'm pissed. I'm hurt. I want to injure small animals. Maybe pull off the fucking head of a god damn parakeet. What fucking ever.

I"m white hot pissed, but I'm okay. I went to a meeting tonight. I prayed. I did all the things that I have been taught to do to stay in touch with that place I find strength.

It may get alot fucking dirtier. I may break some teeth and lose an eye, but they won't break me down. Or see me cry. It's going to be a battle to the end but one thing I know for sure it this; it too shall pass. And I'll be alright.

In case no one else has told you today bitches, I love you.